It's weird. It's obvious you're being deliberately avoided, but neither party really comments on it. Until, a few years down the line, you're pruning your facebook friends, and on the "How Do You Know So-and-so?", you feel it's now appropriate to tick the "I Don't Even Know This Person" box.
It's weird. It's remembered that once upon a time, you spent most waking moments with them, once upon a time, you were possibly considered their best friend. You know where they live, what they're doing with their lives, but you don't know them really at all, anymore.
It's weird. This point in my path, feeling so in limbo, somehow. Disconnected and not tied down to anywhere or anyone, really. Sometimes, I wonder what it will be like when we reach the next stage of life. It's all very well while there's uni as the structure. Holidays stretch flexibly across weeks. Summer lasts for months on end. We'll go our separate ways for a while, but there's always a chance to meet up, right? But what happens when we get real lives; when we get jobs; when we get children? A reunion every couple of years or so? Is there any point when we share no common ground, except history?
It's weird. Sometimes, I feel like the world is moving past too fast and I've missed a link somewhere. Sometimes, I wonder, how long can we still do this for?
It's weird. It's a weird world.
On the jukebox: Frou Frou ~ Hear Me Out
“In a world where we are forced to conform to society, it is necessary to have personal chaos”
ReplyDeleteMakes sense.
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*nods and agrees*
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