It is Sunday evening and I have once again lost my weekend in a haze of crazy nocturnal activity inbetween lazing around in bed. In fact, my whole week has been unproductive in its entirety.
Here's some tips:
If the boy you're kind of seeing (but not really seeing because you've only actually seen him once so how can you call that exclusive but that's besides the point) calls you up at half two in the morning when you're with your friends who are down for the weekend except that they're not really your friends and you kind of might have had a little thing with one of them at some point, then a) don't answer the phone and b) do not let the boy who you kind of had a thing with but not really and who is quite attractive with an amazingly sexy voice and also a proper Real Doctor take the phone from you and speak to the boy because the boy who you're kind of seeing but not really seeing might think that you're the kind of girl that does that kind of thing every Saturday night, when really, you're not that kind of girl at all.
Oh dear.
I am so so tired. I am so confused. I have been like this for over a week. I have a report due and a viva voce next week and I can't think and I'm not sure and I just want someone to talk to who is a) a girl and b) understands. Someone who doesn't resent me, because it's not as if I do go around suggesting that all of the boys are after me but I can't help it if somehow it's true. I'm not trying to be a homewrecker or a cocktease or arrogant bitch or whatever you want to think, I just want to get along with people. I just want to be friendly and have fun and yes, maybe flirt a little, too. But so can you, you know.
This is why I don't want to drink. I do not like myself when I am drunk. Alcohol is not an excuse.
Oh dear.
On the jukebox: Elton John ~ Are You Ready For Love?
Sometimes it just has to be a girly chat, doesn't it?! Preferably with cookies. Alas it sounds as though in your case it might have to be a long-distance girly chat with someone...
ReplyDeleteOh dear. Hope it all turns out alright in the end - alsoI'm a firm believer in the school of thought which says, if it's going to work, it'l all work out. New Boy will have the balls to stick around and see you're not that kind of girl (he probably already does think that) and if he doesn't he probably wasn't ever going to work anyway. Best of luck :) xxx
ReplyDeleteIf Boy Two is worth anything he may let you explain what truly happened before jumping to any hideous conclusions.
ReplyDeleteOne of my girls FINALLY returned my calls. Muchos giggling but not enough time to talk it all out. Everyone's so busy these days.
ReplyDeleteThe problem with New Boy is that he is sticking a little too firmly for someone with such a prefix...
Just enjoy it :)
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